What does it all mean
All these memories fading faster
Becoming wilted polaroids in my mind

I don't want to start at the beginning,
Yet I can't start at the end.

All there ever was, all there ever is
Live in the moment, live for the future
Happiness is only a stone's throw away
How far should you throw it?
Throw with your whole heart.
Forgive and forget
It's not that easy
It's not supposed to be.

I want to plant something.
I want to watch it grow.
I want to put my whole heart into it.
I want to love it with all I have.

Stones taught me to fly.
Love taught me to cry.
Life taught me to die.
So its not hard to fall.

Step a little closer to me,
So close that I don't know what's going on.

Too ignorant to notice the world
Like headphones blocking out the sounds of reality
Too many buttons to press to change your life
One mistake can cause a lifetime
Life flashes before you each day
You dream to get rid of all the scenes
I want to ditch the logical.

Dont let little things get you down
Be thankful for what you do have
Someday we'll forget the simple life
All of this growing up will become
Memories fading faster
Becoming wilted polaroids in our minds

Here's a toast
To all those who hear me all too well.

I pretty much love writing.
It makes me happy.

Opening the front door looking out at what could be the opening scene of a movie, holding a hardback novel in my cold hand of a love story about a never ending marriage, I sit down on the cracked porch step. The book is one of those that looks like it's not meant to be read, with no illustrated cover, left on the fireplace mantle under that decorative golden paint covered pinecone. It's one of those books you can relate to and one of those books you lose yourself in, wishing your life was the same.
I listen as the narrator describes his wife and his deep love for her and I begin to lose my train of thought. I go on to daydream as the relatives pass me walking up the steps going into the house, greeted by that old couple that have been together since God knows when and yet, they are still the cutest thing. I think to myself, imagining us being like that one day and how much I wish that we will, longing for the day when we will be able to spend the holidays together with a family of our own. I look up at the clear blue sky and picture our years to come and how we have so much ahead of us. At this moment, if anyone were to interrupt me, I would not be able to concentrate on their words, but only seeing your face and hearing your voice.
The breeze moves my hair across my forehead like the way it does when you reach up and brush the hair out of my eyes. I can see your smiling face looking back at me as you tell me that I am beautiful and kiss me lightly on the nose. And slowly returns the day of our sweet embrace, having not seen each other in so long. You turned my world upside down to a degree I would never regret. I knew then that you were mine and you will always be. I remember those innocent kisses I used to give you so long ago, it's so ironic to think about it now, and realize that I have always loved you. And then the kiss that felt so right, that made me realize that you were the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, returns to my lips and I begin to smile.
And this is only an introduction to a story I have yet to write, and I have yet to experience, for this story is just beginning. With time this story will develop and with love this story will grow. Not only just a love story, but our love story.

I cannot express enough how doing absolutely nothing with you makes me incredibly happy.
It's so perfect, you and me.
And I know you notice it too,
for you have told me, time and time again.

We have everything in common,
and I wouldn't ever want to change a thing about you.

Thanks for changing my life.
Now I know what love is.

Every word that comes out of your mouth is real.
And I love to hear your sweet voice.

"the way we relate is totally and unbelievably phenomenal, unique, one of a kind and it should never be sacrificed or taken for granted and it's beautiful, and irreplacable"

The words of an angel,
of that I'm sure.

I'm through searching.
You are the one that I need.
And I've had you all along.

Good things happen to those who wait.

I agree with the above statement,
with all my heart.

But, I don't want to wait too long.

Anyway,
If you have forgotten, today was a "snow day." Haha I love Texans and how they FREAK OUT because of one inch of snow. It's amazing. And it makes me laugh. And yeah, yeah I'm a Texan too, so therefore I also FREAKED OUT, so I have no room to talk. But, the one-inch snow fall did make my day, if you catch my drift.

Okay so I started this entry like two hours ago
then forgot about it because I was watching basketball. lol.
execute.

So I'm back now and I have totally forgotten what else I wanted to say in this entry so I'll just end it with this.

I hope you had a great day.
I sure did, but not as good of a day as I mentioned in the previous entry yesterday.

I love the way
you love me.

Sometimes you have those days,
That are perfect.

Mine was more than perfect.
Just thought I'd let you know.

LOVE²

Anything more perfect?
Nope, sorry.